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The Hero And The Pain

by Adam Watts

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1.
The Hero And The Pain Words and Music By Adam Watts Caring has become a thing of the past I broke bones, healed and I cut off the cast Now nothing feels the same And I’m numb inside but for this nagging shame... Nagging shame (Pre Chorus) And I live but I never seem to learn And I lie and lie so it doesn’t hurt Now I’m on my own in this desert I’ve made Where the sun beats down, and I have no shade (chorus) Another breath in Another breath out Another false win I can lie to myself about I’m the sky and the rain I’m the wild and the tame ‘Cause I won’t choose death I’m the hero and the pain The hero and the pain The hero and the pain Now I’m loading the gun, and I’m planning attack And I’m asking the Son, for my life back ‘Cause I killed all of my faith When I cried for Him and no answer came... No answer came (Pre Chorus 2) But I live, ‘cause there’s nothing else to do And I scrape and grind, nothing left to prove Got the devil inside and it’s hot as hell And I serve my time, in this prison cell Chorus (bridge) Color me in or shoot me down I could be black or underground Start up war and scream my name Save my life or dig my grave I’m just a man that’s halfway done Waiting for my ship to come Will it come? Chorus
2.
A Wave Does What A Wave Does Words and Music By Adam Watts A wave does what a wave does A heart hunts what a heart wants You could circle the world and never touch the land Will it take crashing on the rocks to help you understand (chorus) It isn’t up to me… And it never was I could beg you on me knees… But it’d be just because. A wave does what a wave does A wave does what a wave does A life bends until a life breaks When both give, does anyone really take? I expected more, now I don’t know what for Though the rock breaks the wave, it just comes back for more (chorus) It isn’t up to me And it never was I could beg you on me knees… But it’d be just because. A wave does what a wave does A wave does what a wave does (bridge) Like a heart beats Like an electrical storm in my veins Like the sun beats down, down And the moon takes it’s place Chorus
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Motherfather 04:58
Motherfather Words and Music By Adam Watts This is how a heart breaks It doesn’t tell you why It bleeds, then it dies This is how the dark takes Every inch your life Then it laughs while you cry (pre) And you wonder where you are How you were killed but didn’t die (chorus) Where are you now Motherfather… Motherfather Where were you then Motherfather… Motherfather And I watch for the signs The promise you’d appear I feel you inside As I fight through the tears Where are you now This is how the past shakes And the earth opens wide And pulls you inside Then no matter how brave you are The heat starts to rise And reopens the scars (pre) Knocked to the ground the baby cries Kicking holes in the sky Chorus
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Running Out of Heroes Words and Music By Adam Watts Born under bright lights Hearts beat, we're alive Trying to be kings and queens If we're lucky we're raised under love But some of us starve, never get enough Then we carry that weight up, up (chorus) They say we're running out of heroes I say they're looking in the wrong place 'Cause if they really want a hero It's in the way, in the way, you take away the pain All night I sleep on a time bomb With you by side it never goes off They say we're running out of heroes They don't see, you and me And the secret that we both know Hard falls, long nights So few sympathize We stand up, carry on breathing We can choose to brave it alone Gain the world while we lose our souls But to save is beautiful Chorus
5.
Cage 04:13
CAGE Words & Music by Adam Watts Don't understand it but I try to believe it I have a feeling then a thought to destroy it Under my skin a devil fights with an angel While my newborn son breathes in and out in his cradle (chorus) Love & hate & pain & grace When I fly I fall flat on my face Live & die & in between I will cage the animal parts of me I’ll cage the animal parts of me I have desire then a habit to tame it Exposing wires that will kill i touch them... One side a criminal the other a hero Everything i want Is a drug so I better be careful chorus I will cage I will cage I will cage
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World War Three Words and Music By Adam Watts It’s a cold one The dead of our winter Words freezing hearts As they fall from our lips Ain’t love a bitch (pre) I thought we agreed to play fair Then I saw something fly through the air (chorus) You’re dropping bombs… bombs… nuclear bombs On this unsuspecting heart of mine I might be wrong… wrong… all the way wrong But you… didn’t have to turn out my lights Goodbye love & peace Our wrath has been released You and me… world war three You and me… world war three And it’s no fun No warmth cures the shiver And we both hear, that battle call Echoing, God help you and me Pre-Chorus Chorus
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From Here You’re On Your Own Words and Music by Adam Watts I’m in the middle of nowhere The center of dark This isn’t about what is fair It’s about where you are… and where you’re not Oh how you run Straight to your fun And you bury it all Turn your back as it falls And now all that I can trust Is that a wave does what a wave does (chorus) So I won’t pretend That you’ll just bend, ‘cause you break I’ll back away So if it’s the end I’ll put on thicker skin You should you know From here, you’re on your own I’m painting a picture of us It’s a head, a fire and a heart Where all of the rhythms match up And the sparks, pierce the dark But, oh how you run Straight to your fun And you bury it all Turn your back as it falls I know that you’re trying a new way But when your light turns on, I just might be gone Chorus
8.
Somebody Somewhere Words and Music By Adam Watts I can see that look in your eyes I've seen it before a hundred times It's not what I'm wanting to see But seeing it means I’m the one you need... (pre) And when you're done Crying on my shoulder You just see a friend And my moment of hope is over (chorus) Can’t hold your heart as mine But somebody somewhere will I can’t seem to get this right But somebody somewhere will Yes... somebody somewhere will I can tell it’s pressure you feel As I’m trying to make the impossible real That’s how it goes, this is life You get what you get and you wish for more every time (pre) And when I’m done Crying on your shoulder You just see a friend Before it began it’s over Chorus Bridge Verse 1 Pre Chorus 1 Chorus
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Let You Win 02:38
Let You Win Words and Music by Adam Watts Here we go again You start a war Oh you cared before But you don’t anymore Here it comes again And we aim to kill To break the will For the desire to win The desire to win There are only losers In the fog of war What do we do this for Is there another way Can we drop the weapons we’re holding I’d never want you to hurt for nothing Nothing... But here we go again You start a war And so I break the door in To say, I’ll let you win To say, I’ll let you win
10.
Feels Like This Words and Music by Adam Watts I wanna feel like this forever I want the pain to hurt this good I wanna live inside you’re weather Let it destroy me If I could I want the ghost of you to haunt me In every shadow looking on Off to the side I’ll feel you staring But when I look you will be gone (chorus) And I’ll miss you the whole time you’re gone But I won’t fall apart even with brittle heart I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine So don’t take too long I must admit… That nothing else feels like this I wanna close my eyes and feel you Like I do when right there And when I reach out to touch you My hands find only air Unlike a drug you don’t destroy me But I’m addicted just the same The push, the pull, the rise, the falling I only wish that you would stay Chorus
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More 03:33
More Words and Music by Adam Watts We try to behave We try to be brave In the cradle of desperation We cry out for a familiar revelation Look me straight in the eyes Remove your disguise, I’ll remove mine Give me kings, I’ll give you aces Feed me truth I want to taste it (chorus) And the world just turns and turns And the sun just burns and burns And the waves run hands of water up the shore And my heart cries out for more Give me more, give me more Oh more… Oh more I want more… more We count the days Put on a happy face In the quiet we’re much more honest Is there something more we could’ve missed It’s a slow and steady ride We convict and punish crimes Then somewhere along we face it How it is we’re all connected Chorus

about

This is the seventh solo album by Adam Watts.
:::BONUS ITEMS::: included with this purchase:

• Exclusive bonus track "ANOTHER GREY MORNING" (only available here)
• Digi-Booklet: All Lyrics and Credits (PDF)
• Lyric Video for the closing album track, "MORE"

A note from Adam Watts:

"Hey Guys,
I appreciate you coming to check out my new record. This album was born out of period of life where the highs and the lows were more extreme and unlike any I've had before. If you've ever been so deeply alone in your pain that you know you're the only one that can save yourself--by choosing to not linger there--then you know what it means to be the hero and the pain.

It feels so good to have this album finished and ready to share with you... hope you enjoy it and make it your own.

Releasing it first here on our BandCamp store (before iTunes, etc. etc). is a cool way to get it to you because of the bonus materials I can offer. You get all of it along with the album for 11 bucks... and if you want (and are able), you can add a tip. I can promise you, any tip you feel like tossing in, will go directly toward supporting my solo work in this artistically uncompromising and independent way (which I love!).

Thank you so much for listening... and for your support... it means the world to me.

:)!
Adam Watts"

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released March 8, 2016

Produced, Performed, Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by: Adam Watts
Recorded at: Broken City Studios, Brea, CA
Guest Vocals on "World War Three" by: iRussi
Strings on "Running Out Of Heroes" by: The Section Quartet
Strings Arranged & Recorded by: Eric Gorfain

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Adam Watts is an artist and co-founder of Broken City Artists.

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